Author: Kandi Steiner
Release Date: April 20, 2017
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From the bestselling author of Weightless and A Love Letter to Whiskey
Wren Ballard is trying to find herself.
She never expected to be divorced at twenty-seven, but now that the court date has passed, it’s official. The paperwork is final. Her feelings on it aren’t.
Spending the summer in a small mountain town outside Seattle is exactly what she needs. The peaceful scenery is a given, the cat with the croaky meow is a surprise, but the real kicker? A broody neighbor with nice arms, a strange reputation, and absolutely no interest in her.
Anderson Black is perfectly fine being lost.
He doesn’t care about the town’s new resident — he’s too busy fighting his own demons. But when he’s brought face to face with Wren, he can see her still-fresh wounds from a mile away. What he doesn’t see coming is his need to know who put them there — or his desperation to mend them.
Sometimes getting lost is the way to find yourself. Sometimes healing only adds a new scar. And sometimes the last place you expected to be is exactly where you find home.
Ok… this is the second book I’ve read by this author and she definitely has a writing style to her books…. slow and easy. She loves the build up!!
That’s not a bad thing.
But, I definitely felt like things could have been sped up a little bit.
This book grabbed me right from the beginning. I felt Wrens pain. She was going through a lot. And she was feeling the weight of the decision she made for herself. Totally relatable! Leaving a marriage is something you don’t take lightly. Wren took the steps necessary to get herself back.
She needed to get away and find herself and mourn the loss of her marriage . On a whim she rented a cabin so she could start the healing process & work through her mental block for her fashion line. Wren never really knew what it felt like to be alone. She’s a social person…. always someone around. So being by herself was something new and scary for her.
“But I’d never known loneliness, not truly. I didn’t know the kind of lonely that seeped all the way into my bones when literally no one in the entire world was talking to me, wondering about me, or waiting for me.”
Wren is welcomed into this this little community. They take to her as if she was one of them and not a visitor just passing though. Then she crosses paths with Anderson. They both know they have a lot going on…. just by looking at each other. Everything is said with their eyes. They both can see pain behind those eyes.
I absolutely loved Anderson’s character. I could feel his pain. He was dealing with a horrible situation. That he didn’t really know how to work himself out of. He was trapped in time.
But one look at Wren and something changed. His routine that he lived by for 6 years suddenly didn’t calm him anymore. Wrens presences finally broke though his darkness and brought some light into his soul.
“I’m here, I said with my lips on hers. I don’t know what I have to give. I don’t know if it’s enough. I know you don’t have much to give, either. But still, I’m here.”
Ok… I really enjoyed this story. But… I had some issues with it. I think the hardest part for me in this book was all the internal dialogue. I mean we have these long, long conversations going on in these main characters heads. And that made the story drag a bit for me.
And another issue I had was with Wren’s character. I was getting kind of confused with Wren’s constant battle within herself. She left a marriage that she felt she was no longer an equal in. She was in constant battle with her ex-husband about pretty much everything. He no longer respected or supported her.
He was constantly putting her down. Yes, they loved each other. But her Ex-husband just couldn’t handle that Wren made a name for herself within the fashion world. A profession she was very passionate about. He saw it simply as a hobby.
Wren made the decision to leave. But she just kept beating herself up for it. I mean… she wouldn’t let it go!
I’m sorry… but I just felt as I read on that she needed to move on to a different phase in the moving on process. I mean… 6 months had past since her divorce. It just didn’t make sense to me.
Overall I did enjoy this book. I loved Anderson! I would say he was my favorite character in this book. I loved the setting in this book! I felt like I was there in the river along with everyone else! I hope we get another book hint,hint Julie & Zeek! I would love to know how all the secondary characters turned out.
*ARC provided for an honest review*
I had just grabbed my oversized hat and slipped my sunglasses on when I spotted Anderson walking up the drive with a large trash bag slung over his shoulder. He wore a simple, black V-neck and distressed jeans, an outfit way too dark and hot for the heat. A light sheen of sweat gathered on his neck as he made his way toward my cabin, his eyes hidden behind all-black sunglasses.
“Change your mind?” I asked, not even fighting the grin on my face as I walked outside and leaned against the banister.
Anderson squinted up at me, his boots heavy as they hit each stair. “About?”
“Tubing?” I asked. That was why he was here, right?
“Oh.” He shook his head as he hit the top stair, shrugging the bag off his shoulders to hold it by the neck in one fist. “No, I have somewhere to be…” His voice trailed off, and even through the tinted shades of his glasses I felt his eyes on my chest. I’d strapped on my favorite boho print bathing suit and paired it with a dainty gold chain that wrapped around my neck once before dipping between my chest and crossing over my ribs.
He sniffed, holding the bag out toward me. “I just came to drop these off. My clothes. Well, the ones that could probably use a little TLC.”
My eyes lit up and I reached for the bag, but Anderson snatched it back, brows shooting up into his forehead.
“No frills, Wren.”
I threw my hands up in surrender. “I promise.”
He smirked, just slightly, and handed the bag over, tucking his hands in his front pockets.
“Are you sure you don’t want to come?” I asked, peering into the bag at my project before setting it just inside the cabin and locking the door behind me.
“I can’t,” he said, lips pressed together. He was tense, the muscles on his forearms tight as he glanced around at pretty much everything but me.
I opened my mouth to ask why but was cut off by the sound of a truck flying into my drive, tires sliding against the gravel.
Tucker was in the driver’s seat with Davie in the passenger. Sarah and Yvette sat in the back, laughing with their hands up as the truck skidded to a stop. They were both sprawled out on a pile of tubes, wearing bathing suit tops and tiny shorts.
All of their faces froze when they saw Anderson.
“Hey, you ready, Wren?” Tucker asked warily, his eyes moving from where Anderson stood in front of me, to me, and back again.
“Yeah, one sec!” I called back.
I turned to Anderson, but his eyes were hard on Tucker, jaw ticking under his skin. When he faced me once more, an anchor fell from my throat into the pit of my stomach, immobilizing me completely. Because even though I ‘d tried to convince myself I was wrong, I recognized the look in his eyes.
And when his nose flared and he took one big step toward me, our chests brushing, his hand reaching out to rest almost imperceptibly on my hip, the anchor in my stomach exploded into flames, burning a desire so fierce I inhaled a toxic breath and didn’t let it go.
“Be careful, okay?” His eyes locked on mine just before he leaned in and swiftly kissed my cheek.
He turned on his heel and jogged down the stairs and past the truck. Sarah called his name, but he didn’t acknowledge her, just kept his gaze forward until he’d disappeared from view.
And then everyone looked at me.
Kandi Steiner is a bestselling author and whiskey connoisseur living in Tampa, FL. Best known for writing “emotional rollercoaster” stories, she loves bringing flawed characters to life and writing about real, raw romance — in all its forms. No two Kandi Steiner books are the same, and if you’re a lover of angsty, emotional, and inspirational reads, she’s your gal.
An alumna of the University of Central Florida, Kandi graduated with a double major in Creative Writing and Advertising/PR with a minor in Women’s Studies. She started writing back in the 4th grade after reading the first Harry Potter installment. In 6th grade, she wrote and edited her own newspaper and distributed to her classmates. Eventually, the principal caught on and the newspaper was quickly halted, though Kandi tried fighting for her “freedom of press.” She took particular interest in writing romance after college, as she has always been a die hard hopeless romantic, and likes to highlight all the challenges of love as well as the triumphs.
When Kandi isn’t writing, you can find her reading books of all kinds, talking with her extremely vocal cat, and spending time with her friends and family. She enjoys live music, traveling, anything heavy in carbs, beach days, movie marathons, craft beer and sweet wine — not necessarily in that order.